Thursday, March 20, 2008

they told her ...


They told her : you're smart, active , funny ,and a hard worker , they told her you're clever and superior , you're talented and gifted …
They told her you're naughty, talkative… too sociable and friendly...
They told her your smile colors the world …and all people love you just because you're always smiling …
They told her... You're so young to believe in something different... You've to follow as it's too early to have a vision or opinion … but she always had !
They told her... You're too careless and acting like a drunk, you're impatient and easily trust …you're naive!! So Just listen to us…
They told her, you’re too religious and behaving always well, BUT ! you're a professional liar and a clever actress… mmm
she's thinking of what they're saying about her … she couldn't believe she's bad .. She kept telling herself "am a better person than most of the people"
And she grew up a little …
They told her... you lie a lot... We can't trust u anymore …
she was a victim .. she did the wrong that she never knew it was wrong … they knew and told her : you're bad .. You're a sly … never do that again.. They roughly punished her... And kept telling her "we will always know", they never told her : you can be better .. or it's okay to make mistakes and we all do .. but we' ve to stop and learn… she didn’t understand what's happening .. she's still young, she's a good person but when she once made a mistake she was punished hardly like that ? she began to doubt their love…and doubting her goodness… she believed she's bad !!!
She grew up more … but she's still a child …
They told her, now you've to listen... Carefully... we know it's hard but you gotta know , and you should act wisely and don't be shocked ..
they asked her to keep the secret … "that all the people already know"… she listened…and she was shocked … and broken… she couldn’t bear down her sad feelings… but she never showed .. and none ever noticed … they told her to be strong … and she was …
They told the lies that she always believed… they were cruel enough to think she'll be the same after knowing… and since she knew what she shouldn't have known.. She knew how to hate others although she thought she can never do... And she doubted all people around!!!
they told her we have to move.. She moved... She left her place, friends, her beautiful ambition and dreams … she began to live a new life … and they told her you have to adapt.. She started to forget her forerunner past…but she never forgot the known secrets…she has become so wise at a young age …
Years have passed by … she grew up more
She's not that child anymore but they have never stopped telling though …
Their eyes told her you're not pretty as you used to be …their eyes were full of hope that the coming years may help her get prettier…
They told her: you're too quite and wise... You're so different and weird … you're always busy and tough oh you never fall in love! You're cold and cruel... you're too smart but dangerous though , you're malefic, you're too virtuous but you'll never be perfect … you're so sophisticated and complicated enough to be unaccepted … you're so nontraditional … you're too vague, sad , depressed, and lonely ... you're so different and that will hurt u .. You're psycho and sick!! You're abnormal …
They told her you think a lot and u got to stop thinking about everything and of everyone, u got to have some rest and live like other people …but she never felt she's not having a life!
She met new people... Strangers …they told her ….
You'll be a great person and you'll achieve something, you'll make the world a better place... You're too responsible and clever... You're effective and you won't be just an ordinary person …. We trust you … you have a good vision... And you've got respectable abilities... We are so sure you'll be unforgettable person …
She spent all her life listening to all what they are saying... Their words changed her life…her thoughts and perceptions … she trusted nothing but their words but she kept mistrusting herself and all other people …
But now she knew... People commend.. Accuse... And lie … and they always tell!!
People watch everything to tell... And they have never watched their words and what they're telling...
And now although she is always suspecting having enough abilities to change the world...and although her steps are so slow and small …
But she will keep trying and will never stop, she realized that she has spent her life listening to all people and …
it's time to listen to herself ..

1 comment:

SERENITY8 said...

Forget about them, they are so contradicting themselves, Listen To Ur heart and he will tell u waht u gotta do